Last Friday I went out to play the open mic at Ace in the Hole, a cider brewery in Sebastapol. I got there a little late and missed getting my name into the bowl. They had already chosen the order and the first musician was already playing. I approached the host in between songs and he said he might be able to squeeze me in.

The stage at Ace in the Hole
Turns out I got play 5th in the line-up and started out again with my “decidedly odd” instrumental. I improvised a little bridge in there that I liked and will start to integrate into the next performances. And, then I debuted a new song that I finished up earlier in the week.
When I feel like giving up
I give it all away, and
giving in to you, my love,
means something got to give
It’s up to me to lay it down
laying up close to you.
I’m fine with you being up on me
when the color fades away.
Why do you fall away when I fall in love with you?
Rising up now and take it ’cause everything is clear to me.
Why do you fall away so late in the game with me?
I gave up on you long ago and it’s taken this long to let go.
You have a way of driving me
crazy with your words.
And speaking of the time that’s left,
it’s time to speak up now.
You aren’t the one who makes it right
nor am I the one who sings.
It’s the melody inside this song
that sings so loud in me.
[chorus]
Not crazy about the chorus yet, especially the “rise up now and take it back…” line, especially the melody around it. I’ll be working on it, though.
Anyway, I ended with “beloved” and throughout it all I was finally able to relax and let go both with my voice and guitar playing. It was like I was at home jamming out and there happened to be a whole bar full of people around me. Way cool.
That feeling of being in the flow at the same time as being aware of an audience… I think that’s the key to really drawing people in and drawing me out.
Either way, I’ll be playing a longer set at Ace in Hole next Thursday afternoon the 24th at 4:30. Come see me if you can!